Destroying Self-Destructive Habits

So I don't know what the deal is, I have finally destroyed my ridiculous tendency to create problems for myself....at least for today. Why is it that we can manage to make life so much more complicated than it already is? How many times have you found yourself freaking about something that is totally insiginificant? I have to stop myself daily....

Anyways, last weekend I spent most of the weekend being a total spaz! Ed and I took a short trip from couple-dom, mostly do to my temporary dimensia, and the weekend was truly miserable...when I wasn't out with friends that is.

On Friday night I had a fantastic girl's night out with Beth and Amanda. We talked about Jack, off and on again, which was definitely a "new experience" for Amanda. We went down to Greenville and hung out near the Blue Goose at the Dubliner and Stan's Blue note. (By the by, Stan's Blue Note has awesome drink specials!)

So which are the self-destructive habits... out drinkning away my worries, or overexaggerating the supposed problems in my relationship. I don't know which is worse.

My new goal is to be totally productive, in school, life and love. I am hoping to open new doors into understanding what is really driving my life and stay focused and fufilled by those things. Only when life slows down do I even begin to think about anything that I might be missing out on. So, this is my new goal. I hope you will all join me in really trying to be fufilled. I also hope that this blog can be part of the method to the madness. I mean by sharing daily experiences we can really get better in touch with our selves and our goals.

Happy Merry!